2005-01-19 - 10:44 a.m.

ok so i'm leaving for europe in less than a week and i'm freaking out very mildly. should i be freaking out more? this is the crux of the current neurosis.

i'll be gone for three weeks and i have to make sure my proverbial ducks are in a row. i have several million little errands to run and most of them involve spending money and going outside. i don't really want to do any of them. maybe its that last part that bringing me down, since its about 12degreesF outside my drafty window. at least london won't be this frigid.

s and i have tons of friends to see and play with in all three cities. i can hardly wait. until then i'm trying to socialise with my favorite people, do lots of yoga and therapy, and practice packing.