2003-05-01 - 5:38 p.m.

once i actually started paying attention, things started falling into place. doesn't it seem like attention is the thing that tips the balance in your favor?

i made $274 today by barely doing anything at all.

the small changes are what is making the difference for me now. not rushing. asking myself what i really want. not out of my whole life, more like what i want on my burrito.

i feel so goddamned sexy now that i lost the weight and its finally warm out. i really need to take myself bikini shopping. i'm going to wear sundresses all weekend and go barefoot.