T A N G E R I N E A L E R T bake a cake |
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SOTU drinking game, 2008 - 2008-01-27 |
2003-04-23 - 7:07 p.m. still gathering information. i got an intense massage today, hoping to swirl and mold and shape all the conflicted emotion into something more manageable. then, after running a long-dreaded errand, i treated myself to a couple of aimless hours at the new coffee shop reading reading reading a pointless novel and nibbling lemon yogurt cake. i should be hustling. but i'm too emotionally wrung out to do it, to be perfectly honest. i need a recharge. i actually read a book my therapist recommended to me and it blew me away. this book describes so much of my inner landscape i was dumbfounded. it also made me incredibly sad about my empty suburban childhood. honestly, i cried and cried just reading the slim volume. i'm home alone tonight. maybe i'll record some music? talk on the phone for hours? bake a cake? |